It’s going to

rain for the rest of the week. It doesn’t bother me, I’ll be staying inside working on my never ending music career. I’m not interested in doing anything else. I’ll stick with what I know best. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve had many other jobs. I’ve worked in an Abattoir for example. In fact I’m the only Slaughterman who has ever worked in one. It’s not a job I would recommend. It’s hard work, but it keeps you fit I guess.

I’m not doing that kind of brutal stuff anymore. I’m still as fit as I ever was, maybe more so. A healthy body is a healthy mind, so they say. I’ve pretty much stopped drinking alcohol entirely. I wasn’t a problem drinker to begin with, but I now don’t feel it necessary to imbibe anything stronger than Kombacha, which does have a trace of alcohol, but not enough to do much in the way of getting drunk on it.

A few years ago I used to make it, but the last few times I tried it never got past the first week or so in the fermenting process. There’s too much humidity in the air and it just started growing mold. If I lived in the desert it might work. Of course that is my (pipe) dream. To live in the desert. I’ve even been out there looking at houses, but I always decide it’s no good for whatever reason.

I don’t really know. It seems better from a distance. Like that special person that you think you want to be with, but when you think about it, you realize you’d probably want to kill each other after a couple of weeks of you both living together. I’ve had relationships like that, but generally I like to keep a calm atmosphere around me. I’m not a fan of drama for it’s own sake. I’m not a fan of drama, period.



If someone starts to bug me, I just ignore them. Cross me the wrong way, and I’ll probably never speak to them again, and I mean it. I don’t care who it is. It’s going to take a lot of work to get me to come back over to their side, if I ever do. If this sounds harsh it’s because I’ve had to deal with some nasty people from time to time, as everyone has. I now do my best to avoid them.

Why am I talking about this stuff? The news is boring and predictably the same predictable things are happening. You just want to tune out for a while. I feel another trip to the desert is imminent. Maybe this time I’ll find a place that I’d like to live in? It’s gotta have a swimming pool, that much is certain.

It needs to be close to more than one good Mexican restaurant, a hardware store, a decent supermarket, dollar store or discount store. I can probably live without a Walmart and places like Target. I haven’t been into one since they started up on their tranny bullshit. If I never see another Starbucks I couldn’t care less. A Trader Joe would be nice, and given I’m not drinking I don’t need a bar. I think there should be a saloon in any case, just in case I change my mind.

That’s about it.


ps as you may have guessed, I generated some of these images with AI. Try it, it’s fun